lonely.

You know, I feel sad for no reason. I feel like most of the things that are happening right now to me are not the way I wanted to. Missed opportunities, shyness, loneliness. I've gotten to the point I'm questioning my existence. What do I like to do? What does motivate me to wake up every day? I feel like I'm living on autopilot, doing the same thing each day. Wake up, do papers, eat, play, and sleep. My life in a day basically. You know, I'm questioning a lot of things, and I just feel kinda empty and sad inside. I feel like I don't belong to anything. I don't know what I truly want to achieve. I feel like I'm just forced to live through life. That's what it feels like. It feels depressing. Seeing everyone being happy, living through their life, achieving their dreams, being loved by everyone. I feel envy.