sisfun.

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Within 2 days, I actually enjoyed being at SISFU. It lightened my heart and it was a memorable experience for me even if I hadn't got to play. Assisting and cheering for Maroon was already enough and was a genuine enjoyment for me. The SC ppl were actually cool :) and our adviser. I'm immensely thankful that all things went well.

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